Excerpts from
The
Lady Averill
Diary
PART 1 PART 2
Visions in the New Light
As I wander the cosmos
I listen to the humming drumming sound
of its silence.
And its darkness and its strength is before life, before
light,
In the presence and power of God, pure energy unlit.
And as the darkness creates
a light to support life it dreams of its child.
Its procreation, its illusion,
its dream come true.
And it resonates with what we know and perceive to be
God, but is not.
It is his dream, his seeing of what has been created with
the birthing.
And as I go to God I am quiet in the darkness,
only sound and movement are
his creative voice, within the silence.
And in that movement an explosion
of color in the fire of birthing the flame.
Human existence as we shall know
it.
And I became that flame as I am born, created by God's Will,
his movement.
My sparks became the stars and I live as the fire of the
original first born.
The twinkling stars the souls he has manifest
Look and shine as illusion is
birthed as waves in a cosmic sea.
And I know from whence I came and how I
began of God, without form.
To take the first form as Agni's fire.
And in that form I feel, even as that
first expression, a stirring.
Something, which could become emotion.
The first feeling of goodness God created
from his power.
And I look again and I see fairy beings just like a child
would see them flitting like fire flies
My human existence yet far away.
Just the stars and elemental beings prior
to human life.
And as water was created the lands and earths came to ground
its element.
The earths and the rivers that ran through it and upon it
as its life's blood.
And the dinosaurs came upon this earth; the opposite
of the elementals,
to support it's its grounding, representing density.
Flowers and plant life
became the children of the elementals.
The fairy kingdom so beautiful so colorful
so transient
in opposite contrast to the vast forms and muddy swamp waters
churned, by
the bulk of first life.
And bodiless souls appeared on the earth,
come from the stars from previous
civilizations,
Looking for a form, a manifestation.
And space people came and form was created
from themselves the dinosaurs and the elemental or fairy kingdom with thought
to balance matter.
Fire water earth and wind born of movement.
And as I clear my thoughts I am
told to look at the world
and look at creation from the perspective of each
element.
They each tell a different story.
2004
The Twins of Time
I have come from the future to heal the past.
I dreamed a dream, and in that dream my womb was full with
twins.
And their birth was both the beginning and the end of earth
and time.
And their life measured one foot.
And as their mother I saw it all, I the
prophetess.
I've been to the future
The beginning and the end passed within an instant.
I know how it has to happen
and I came that it shall not be so.
Lending my essence weaving my spell,
Searching out the goodness within humanity.
The Dark Twin knelt before her,
his mistress.
She who he would serve, his other, his "lady of light"
He bowed his head,
kissed her hand and addressed her.
"How goes the night madam.
Remember our clandestine affair at our birthing
and conception.
We were as twins in the womb humanities double".
She looked softly down upon
him, his head bowed as he knelt before her.
She waited for him to raise his
eyes to hers before she spoke.
Their eyes met, and she bade him,
"Go now and bid your warlords alight from
their horses.
Let them pick the ears of corn and feed their children.
Let them take off
their armor, plating and chain mail and dance in their freedom.
And the
maidens will bring them food and gifts.
And they shall return from whence
they came enlightened.
And they shall prosper in their newfound strength.
Let them light their
candles to the twin.
Twins in the womb, to the beginning and end of time.
For they shall save
the maiden as she comes to birthing the beginning and end, free.
Oh humanity.
You heeded not my message and the light went out.
And as fire and water
I will be reborn in a new beginning and a new ending in all of an instant,
omnipotent. So I turn back the clock to undo past, to heal future history.
This
clock is for "The Cathars" who died at the hands of
a man who called himself innocent, holy.
This clock is for people of brown
skin who died because of white people's prejudice.
This clock is for the
lovers of the land, our red skinned ancestors who died because of fear
and greed.
This is for all who were fought and all who fort them.
May
their souls learn peace and their hearts know courage.
And their spirits know
rest in love.
We give them birth again.
Mothers of tomorrow, will you birth your sons for war?
The picture I destroyed
Mary Magdalene
I painted a picture in 2000, which was a portrait of a woman who looked rather like a young nun. Her face was framed by a blue habit or cloth and I was instructed to paint the cloth cobalt blue. Now cobalt blue was not my favorite blue but I complied with the request. Above her head was a finger pointing down to her and in the hand of the pointing finger was a rosary with a crucifix on it.
She gave her name as Mary; was this mother Mary or The Magdalene who was communicating with me? While I painted that picture I felt great sorrow, was this heart of the lady of the portrait or mine which felt oppressed.
Since that time pain had been steadily building in my body, I also stopped doing the pictures and had destroyed this disquietening painting in 2003. As I remembered this, a great surge came from within my stomach and it was as if she the lady in the picture, Mary, and I were as one, one being.
"The teachings must be given again", came the message.
I heaved and shook with emotion from within the depths of my bowels.
"I really don't want to do it father, I don't want to be made responsible, what if they are twisted and distorted again, like last time?"
"That's not your responsibility; you simply have to give them in a simple clear and modern way which fits in with today". Came the reply
"It's a tremendous task you ask of me", I sobbed from within still in despair of the world. I tried not to be overwhelmed by my feelings still continuing my conversation with the Father. "I'm tired of giving the teachings, my task seem futile with mankind as it is.
The realisation that the teachings have to be given again did not sit easy with me. Still I must teach in plain language of this time was my thought. I have to realize that I did not cause this and it may happen again. The responsibility is for me to write or speak and the rest lies with you to listen.
"The church must listen to God. The fear the establishment has created must go. The establishment is not the church. I am the church and every free thinking member of the public. Please let go of fear Averill, the work must be done. "
These powerful feelings had been blocking me for some time. Once I had acknowledged them, I could acknowledge the task I came here to do, which was to share with humanity my expression of love and truth in a new way. To do it I had to get beyond my fear for humanity back to my love for humanity.
"In Love" there is no place for fear.
24th December 2004
Christmas Eve
Christmas Eve I was in the car travelling to Glastonbury for the holiday. I saw a vision of a comet approaching earth so I put out my left hand and moved it away from the earth.
In my left hand I hold the program for the new and in the right hand the programmes for the old operating thought forms.
So it was done. " New Beginnings "
Saturday 19th March 2005
The Birth of the Cosmic Christos
On Saturday 19 th March, my full consciousness was birthed. I was made aware of who I was and was inspired to set up a website. I started a detoxification process through writing all that has been in my consciousness. I realized that the past evolutionary cycle is coming to a completion, and a new cycle is beginning.
I am announcing the beginning of a new cycle here on earth.
I have decided to keep a diary and share with you my visions.
Sunday 20th March 2005
Energies
had merged to form the Cosmic Christ
(Click on the picture for a larger version)
I am Ascended Master Lady Averill. I am "The Diamond Consciousness"
The Diamond Consciousness
The fires of hell are not a punishment for the bad.
They are the alchemist's
fires, the illumination of the mind.
They are the fires, which burn so intensely
they burn all impurities away.
They are the fires, which turn a piece of
coal to the diamond.
8th April 2005
The Appearance of Sardaus
I cannot remember what triggered the thought, perhaps a newspaper article someone had told me about. "We will receive visitors from another planet on earth within the next ten years" Well I thought, I wonder what humanity would do with that one?
I had the distinct understanding that to really get something done, to make some sort of change, my consciousness needed to be on board that ship, if it ever was to come, or arrive on earth. I also had to be there as a human eminisary, to greet any space brothers if or when they arrive on this planet. In other words "The Christ Consciousness" needs to be with any space brothers to greet humanity. Humanity is not yet ready to explore space or greet space brothers; look at the damage they could do within the cosmos!
As I relaxed on my bed later that evening I was shown a black hole and as I watched the black vortex turned itself inside out like a sock then disappeared. I was then shown a magnetic spiral embedded in the earth in a Grand Canyon; the cap which had kept it dormant had been removed and it was acting like a beacon for a ship.
Light ships are not necessarily space ships with beings on board, they are consciousnesses which can travel. Sometimes these consciousnesses are programmes which people can attune to and they vary in purpose and intent.
James walked into the room with a cup of tea and stood at the bottom of the bed. I looked up to greet him and five beings manifested next to him, four men and a woman. They weren't from this planet but were humanoid. The men were very tall and the woman quite short by comparison. I don't remember what I asked them, probably about the magnetic spiral marker. They disappeared not particularly cooperative with my questions, well perhaps demands; I can be a bit sharp.
It later transpired that several pieces of information came to my attention about the 8 th April and I knew there was a link between the "red earth prophesies" and this visitation. I requested the presence of these visitors one Saturday morning and they did return and spoke briefly through my partner James. They told me through him that they were a thought form and "Guardians of the Knowledge" and their name was Sardaus.
I was still very cautious with them but the third time they still came at my request and I rather think they had been waiting for the right opportunity; I was given the full story.
Tuesday 3rd May 2005
The Angels Herald the New Light
I saw the ether's part before me and hosts of angels came towards me through golden light, with one great angel leading them. They flew overhead in the golden apex of light which appeared and then started to dissipate as tubes of white light started to enter outside and around the golden angelic light.
I lay and watched feeling deeply and felt my task here on earth had been a great struggle. As the angels dispersed they left a single little angel flitting about as the light continued in the upper regions of my vision. I felt a familiar energy, one of my daughters in her angelic form had come to give me comfort and I was much moved. This daughter I would have called Gabriella but she is known by another name.
I moved further into altered awareness and found myself in the mist on a mountain top where the mist chilled my skin. As the mist cleared I looked down over a green valley.
Thursday 12th May
I felt that I had to be in Glastonbury for a while, so I went for the afternoon. As I wandered into the courtyard to take a drink in the Blue Note café, a lady beckoned me into a shop. "Have you come for the conference?" "What conference" I asked. "I thought you had because I felt your energy in the courtyard even before I saw you. Are you facilitating?" "What is the conference" I asked, "It's an Angelic conference and people are here from all over the world - you should go and make your presence felt" she said.
I went to the town hall; the day's seminar had just finished leaving a few women wandering about and having refreshments. I wandered about in the energy and talked briefly to one or two of the women. I then asked if I could make contact with the facilitator.
A dark haired woman said "It's a closed conference, we don't allow anyone in and it's not possible to speak to her." I paused for a moment and I heard the words emanating from her thoughts, "She hasn't paid her fees"
The woman continued "Do you get it?" and a wave hit my heart centre knocking me sideways, "I do get it" I replied, upset at the old money thing "but do you?" I walked away feeling shaken. A few seconds later I heard her say in a loud voice, "Whatever". I went back for a drink and the second time I reached the same spot in the courtyard I turned to find a man's face right in mine.
"You're beautiful; I will love you for eternity, would you come for tea"?
We sat in the courtyard for a little while. He had a buttercup in the left lapel and it reminded me of the poem I wrote, Cry a river with Glastonbury in mind and the comfort I had felt whilst lying at the foot of the tor.
So it ended with tea and with him telling me again he was going to love me for eternity in divine and unconditional love and write a poem for me, each day, until I return.
Reference poem:
Cry
a River
18th May 2005
My body silently started to drift below shallow waters in the sea. I lay there watching the suns rays penetrate the silence. Above me the sun shone playing waves of light through calm ripples and I became aware that my body was the body of the goddess she who is one with all.
I lay there for a while aware of consciousness, watching the appearance of rays and tubes of light which I had seen before. They were as great presences of light beaming on to the earth, reaching the earth this time. I lay there watching them beam and merge into brilliance and beam again. My body then drifted deeper and deeper into the sea. I lay on the sea bed watching the life forms around me, seeing another form of life and another world, my body feeling the cool of that domain.
The rays, tubes of light, from above followed me there and I watched the illumination of the rays both above in the sky and below in the sea till they merged and a small red disc appeared about 2in in diameter held in a hand in the sky above. A sun.
I descended below the sea bed into the body of the planet herself, my body in her body. The great beams, tubes of light, followed me into her core and I anchored them there at her heart with my body. Everything merged into light, and that which came down from above anchored into the heart of planet earth and illuminated the earth from within with the beams of light radiating back to the surface and joining the light above. All was becoming light. As I watched from the centre I saw the earth shaking off her dross; realising the light to be that, to bring peace to man. I returned from my journey and surfaced in a sparkling jubilant sea.
In the physical more disruptions will appear to happen but it is to be remembered earth and man are in transition together.
Reference poem:
The
Pure Heart
Thursday 19th May 2005
Since Christmas I had been seeing a man in my minds eye, with dark collar length hair wearing an old bluish narrow lapelled old fashioned 70's suit. I had no idea who he was; he just popped in to my mind. When guidance told me that there would be tantric workshops which I maybe be asked to attend, he was there again. I had decided not to go to these workshops even before being asked to, as I instinctively knew it was not right for me. Those offering the workshop, exerted great emotional and physic pressure for me to be there and I felt them penetrate into my higher chackra's to try to find out who I was. How rude can you get; they could have tried asking me!
The image of this man stayed with me. I had the inner knowing that I would meet him in a certain city on the May 19th. I decided I would go keep the appointment and have a bit of an adventure, so I planned to be there at 2pm, but felt we would meet at four. I knew exactly where he would be and at 3pm started to make my way there. Ah, I thought, he's going to be on that spot and as I looked up a man was there in a rather dated, sloppy, blue green suit, with dark collar length hair. Like him, yes definitely, but he looked much too worldly for a vision and shorter than I had imagined, although I had only seen his top half in my minds eye.
He was waving a cornet ice-cream, the Italian sort as he looked at me as I looked at it. "Are you having a coffee?" He asked. That was my intention I thought. "Are you waiting for someone"? He took me by surprise and I found myself saying, "Yes I'm waiting for someone". After all it wasn't 4.pm only 3.10 and this might not be him, of course it's him. Hum.
Could this be him? Yes that's him. It looked like him.
I looked round to survey the scene to see if anyone else was in the vicinity and went and purchased a coffee at the kiosk where he joined me for a moment, so I asked him for a light. Really I wanted to speak to him but did not other than to ask for the light. He rummaged in his pockets bringing out several books of matches which had a logo on them. No this could not be him, not with all those matches. "Oh you're a chef" I said, hum. I returned to my table with the coffee and book matches. Well what else is a girl supposed to do on a cosmic date? As I sat there sipping black coffee my energy was growing bigger and bigger. It wasn't caffeine buzz, I was sure of that. "Lady Averill, Lady Averill" I heard my name called." Lady Averill". I was aware of great rings of cosmic fire around me and I was radiating energy all around circling and circling right out to the coffee booth. I felt sure someone would notice what was happening, after all it was the heart of the city and this sort of cosmic intervention did not take place in such quarters; only on the mountains of Shambala I was given to understand and then only then if you had the proper accreditation.
The suited man all this while chatted to the lady at the kiosk and I was still wandering his identity as I buzzed rings of cosmic fire. I had assessed he was foreign. Ten to four he looked at his watch and departed and to my great disappointment my energy dissipated. Wasn't anyone else coming, was that it? I felt kind of sad. I'd better go and feed my meter. I left and I just made the traffic warden in time to stop him putting a ticket on my car. "4pm he said, ten minutes over". "Oh, guess I misread the meter", "after six that rate" he replied. "I'll put my specks on next time" I said and he let me off.
Suddenly I decided to go find the man. The poem I wrote in 1997 called:
My
Beloved rang
in my ears and had done all the way back to the car. I recognized that energy
and I had missed my chance to speak to him. I went back to the lady at the
kiosk and she told me where he worked and I decided to go there. A woman
outside the building said "ah yes, that is Francisco, he won't be
here for a couple of hours, any message?", "Hum. Yes, just tell him, the
lady with the blonde hair sent her regards, and she would come for coffee
another time. "Ping! energy," happy feeling, I was free. I knew I was free;
and the energy was that of The Beloved disciple John or Master Kuthumi. What
ever was to have transpired between us was done.
Revelations of "John the Beloved" ch21 And there came to me one of the seven angels which had the seven vials full of the seven last plagues, and talked with me saying, Come hither, I will show thee the Bride, the lambs wife.
Friday 20 th May 2005
I did a healing and emergence session for a young woman. As she opened her eyes she said with quiet amazement "I saw a great Angel who said his name was Gabriel". "Yes" I told her, "I am a Trumpet of Gabriel".
Sunday 22nd May
As I was lying on my bed, a great presence of a kingly figure came over me and overshadowed me, uniting with me. His body was as the rolling hills and the universe itself: indeed of him himself. He wore a crown upon his head and on that crown on his forehead, over his third eye was a symbol, which held the vision of the rays, the tubes of light that I had anchored into the earth. He was with me and blended with me. God, my King. Arthur and Guinevere, whoever we were, I took the sword of authority in that moment and issued a decree :
Let there be Peace on earth. There shall be peace on earth.
While I was merged with the King of the rolling hills I remembered a poem
I had written in France in 2003 :
Aragon
Tuesday 24 May 2005
This experience of energy appearing in a kingly form I found quite disconcerting. Who or what are you I asked. "I am your Trinitised Christed Overself". Who are you? "I am your Trinitised Christed Overself". Who are you? "I am your Trinitised Christed Overself" came the reply. Oh.
There are many "Masters" but the true Ascended Masters represent the pyramid of the living light. The spiritual child of God has a Christed Overself body of light. It is a cosmic or galactic body and operates in many dimensions simultaneously.
Time
In time everything is happening at one time.
Linear time is
merely the heartbeat of the beating heart,
Measured to know the heart is alive.
One note heard in all things,
The note of consciousness,
The beat of the heart.
Sunday 5th June 2005
The other day I thought I had a black and white cat on my lap whilst I was lying in bed, but when I looked down there was nothing there - it was an apparition. It reminded me of a lady I know and that pets are really useful indications of where we are.
This "Lady" has two black and white cats. They both pee in her and her daughter's shoes regularly. They don't have a cat flap in their house and they can only go outside when she lets them. They are chastised constantly and their true natures are restricted. Why?
Thought forms can be like this and life operates around "thought forms". They can both inspire to, and detract from consciousness. How much of our thinking is original thought. What was the first ever thought, the second or the third? Who guards those thoughts and creates them into form?
Reading thought forms is like reading a book. To read the book, you first have to stop being the book.
If you look from within the book, you may only see one page, then another and before you realize you are engrossed in your own personal novel. If you put the book down, you know it's just a book you are reading.
To stand in form yet beyond form in pure consciousness, means you are out of the cat flap and no longer the cat.
Fight off the thought forms which will attract you promising everlasting life or everlasting illusion. Then say I'm there. I am beyond thought and form.
Love was the first original thought, truth the second
Saturday June 18th 2005
I was aware of a negative thought form operating, ready to keep humanity from itself. I was asked to look at this thought form and Gabriel told me that I had a picture of it and it needed to be destroyed. "What Gabriel, the picture or the thought form?" Its true, some years ago I did draw a picture of a thought form (well "God" issuing a thought, as I intended), but it turned into a "not God" posing as "God" issuing a thought, which had taken form.
The thought form and the conflict it engendered within the minds of men was as a thorn in the consciousness of humanity. It was an overshadowing of the divine feminine.
Oh you Masters and fallen Lords, you who would have dominion over others and presented yourselves as Gods in this and other lower realms. You who would have dominion over me no more.
Friday 24th June 2005
Out of the red alchemist's fire appeared some magical dust.
As I watched more closely I realized what I was seeing were small clear sparkling diamonds, a group of them. All those newly ascended consciousnesses were here ready to serve in the new light.
Suddenly my body was engulfed in the fire and I was the flame, descending rapidly into the earth's core where I was transmuted into pure white fire which shot outwards into the rays of light, becoming a fusion of the two.
I am an emanation of Agni.
Man and earth are in a symbiotic relationship together. The ascending of your consciousness is her ascension and her ascension yours. She struggles to free herself of some of the history of mankind. She moves and as she does the earth shakes.
Thursday 30th June 2005.
I had been requested to do a healing and massage session. I felt reluctant to do it even though it was for a friend.
Friday 1st July 2005
I was shown a vision of a gateway and beyond it the light I had anchored into the earth. At this gateway an old man greeted me in a pale golden half light. I did not know what to make of it feeling a little uncomfortable with him. Behind him was a white domed etheric temple and he told me it was the "Temple at the gate." He was guarding that temple and I presumed it was the place where you went before you went into the light and I had to provide it. The gates reminded me of my back garden gates and I wondered if I had to physically manifest that temple.
There are those who would block the pathway into the new light, for they would loose their hold over humanity which they have kept prisoner with a barrier of fear. Take your consciousness beyond that barrier of fear, so the barrier may be broken and dissolved for all time. Be the guardians of your own temples.
Saturday 2nd July - Live 8 concert day
Six fifteen I awoke on overload. Something flashed by me visually, then I thought of the temple I was to create. The thoughts translated as manipulation of love, a commitment thrown to the floor and someone crashing progress. I was aware that I was dealing with the thought form that had been shown to me earlier, a thought form which had overshadowed the divine feminine. I sent light to lift that thought form. This thought form emanated from a different part of the cosmos and was reflected here on earth. I felt the energy of my own children come free. They had been estranged from me for eleven years.
Thursday 7th July 2005
I thought I was going mad. I rang my friend at work, I'm having a breakdown, bombs are going off in my head and there is so much happening and so many emotions, I can hardly contain it all. He rang back ten minutes later. It's on the news, London has been bombed. I had rung at exactly the moment the bombs had gone off. I turned on the news and realized this was a deliberate distraction to turn humanity's head away from positive thought and distract the G8 summit. I held the light steady.
I realized these events also have something to do with my earlier insights and the attempted overshadowing, I also realized that I myself was the temple, being used to process these thought forms which had been projected over the divine feminine and had been affecting humanity.
My prayers went out to all those affected by the bombings, and indeed the whole of humanity.
Monday 11th July 2005
I have been working with the soul Jack de Molay on the inner plains for some time and in 1997 I had an experience of going through time to see him in him in his time in that incarnation. It was a particularly traumatic incarnation both for him and for many and a lot of Karma occurred for certain souls who felt that the world owed them a living at the expense of others.
I recorded the experience in a poem I named
Janus,
the Lover .
This soul is a newly ascended master, the last of the ascended masters who
ascended in 2003. He holds the promise of God. In his last incarnation he
worked within the music industry and his death occurred in the early eighties.
He was known for his fun and his love.
Why have I been helping him? Because he is a soul who has been true to himself, keeping integrity within his spirit, for many incarnations. He did not betraying himself for material gain or others spiritual beliefs. I work with ascending souls through several incarnations. My role is to begin a new frequency; I am the archetype of the new.
I come from the Christed heart of God as a representative of the long forgotten feminine aspect of God.
Wednesday 13th July 2005
I was doing a typical woman thing, washing my hair and it was partially dry. It was at that stage where it sticks out like a bush all wild and primal and given it's nearly waist length the image is something to behold. Well the last thing I needed was a knock at the door especially as I had an appointment in an hour and wanted to finish the tresses and roll them smoothly into an elegant topknot. I was surprised to see a man standing there and as I opened the door his head went down and he made to enter as if he had an appointment. I had met him and his partner at a business talk a month ago. Come in how can I help you?
That talk you did the other day, it went down like a lead balloon. What is it you do, what are the services you offer? You will have to be careful what you say and how you behave at these business meetings, people will think you are a prostitute. What services do you offer?
I don't know if my naivety is an asset or a hamperment. I explained about healing feeling very uncomfortable, wanting to pull my skirt over my knee all the time and trying to tame my hair. I couldn't grasp why he was here and what he wanted.
It's my friend you see he's having an affair, really. I do have a bad back what do you charge? The scathing expression on his face told all as he left.
I felt as I had felt when I was about eighteen or twenty years old, not knowing what I had done but warned off being myself. What did he think my name was, Mary Magdalene?
It appeared nobody else at this talk took exception except him and his partner, everyone else thought my humour was most memorable and I have been invited back.
15th July 2005
There is someone in my womb I will give birth to.
Janus the light ship or Merkabah makes an appearance as does the four fold lotus flame.
16th July 2005
The Divine Feminine
The divine feminine is beyond mans touch; she is an aspect of God's personality, the original, first born, virgin.
She is God's wife and God's child. She is love and grace and truth to all who would know her. She is the teacher of your life for you to live in fulfilment and better relationship with all. She is the morning and the evening of every day you live happy.
The divine feminine is truly unknown.
Woman is truly unknown. Women must find the resources to be women as well as wives mothers and workers, spiritual dynamos who influence men to improve relationships and sacredness. With divine will it can be done.
So many people die, in war, in famine and through injustice.
So many people die through the whole of their lives.
Are we missing an essential truth?
Do we all die without the truth?
Do we live and die without the truth.
My children live without the truth. Will they die without it?
Tuesday 19th July 2005
I receive a letter from my son. It has been eleven years since I have had contact with him. He wants to know who I am and what I have been doing.
Friday 29th July 2005
Keep faith Children of Light.
Your heart and conscience is the only leaders follow none but those.
Saturday 6th August 2005
I have drawn in my sketch diary a hurricane and people banked up against a wall. The 25 th August
Be prepared, events may continue until the 6th August 2006.
Wednesday 10th August 2005
The Godhead of the dove will rise out of the chaos.
The Cosmic parents appear in my drawing. They are so very sorry they were cut off from earth. They were betrayed, disconnected, by people with a lack of love on this earth. I welcomed them back and reconnected their energies to the planet and to myself. Now we have protection, call on them.
On the 27 th of the Month there is to be a new arrival.
13th August 2005
Master Ragoczy. The Comte de Saint Germain.
17th August 2005
As the ether's parted Moses appeared to me, through the apex of light.
He was leading the hosts of the children of Israel. They had come to help me and I them. An energy was overshadowing the light body of the children of Israel from the cosmos. I did a healing and severance of this dark energy which was interfering with the light body. The light body will reconnect.
22nd August 2005
An edifice of the warlords appeared in my sketch diary.
Wednesday 24th August 2005
Today I am high in space as I walk across the cliff path from Pelyant to Polperro in Cornwall. I am aware that all is not done. On this earth I am aware that her etheric is overshadowed by another, one overlapping the other, a double etheric patterning. A twined patterning perhaps? It could be to do with creation, said James and he started to tell me how the earth was formed. I asked him to write it down.
The word was given, that I should rebirth a being of light.
Thursday 25th August 2005
I feel a child crying inside me.
Later that day I lie down and find I have planet earth within my womb.
Friday 26th August 2005
Janus, the light ship which travels between the past and the future and whose purpose is healing, has made his appearance yet again. I draw him in my pictures with the words future evolution. He shows me the small negative thought form in the flower of life and the symbiotic relationship man can have with evolving species. James looks at the picture and tells me that on other planets and evolutions these relationships are equal in love from the father and they are honoured as one would perhaps on this earth honour you relationship with you pets, but to an even greater extent.
The love of the father is equal for all his children and all his evolutions.
Saturday 27th August 2005
Three fiery wheels have been appearing to me and they are as a wheel within wheels. Everything is whirring inside my head. It's worse every time I come in the vicinity of James, I can't even bear him near me, so I send him on ahead of me as we followed the cliff top path along the rugged Cornish coastline. I needed some time alone to process this. My sketches were brought to memory, robotic energies and a huge monster of darkness appeared in my consciousness. The pictures, I had been drawing, I recognize one of the lords of darkness. I remember him from a past civilization as a great edifice and I remember visions of a red dying planet and an angry disabled man.
I stood square on to the Dark Lord who faced me. I asked him if he could remember his birth. Can you remember what it felt like when you first came forth from the source?
There was a power struggle, but I felt it a foregone conclusion that he would eventually agree to look for a moment. He did and the feeling was one of great joy and emotion. Finally he agreed to take off his garb of darkness, to shed those spectres and illusions of power. He hugged me as he and I remembered that he once he had been a being of a great magnitude of light. There was a moment of recognition of this and an embrace again between us as minions of those who served in the dark followed him to serve in the new light, rebirthing themselves also.
So here I was on the beautiful rugged Cornish coastline overlooking the Atlantic Ocean watching the transformation of dark to light. I was also in the programming room with the programmers of this consciousness removing all the old tapes ready for a new program.
What I have to tell you is that a cosmic healing occurred whilst I was on those cliff tops looking out over the Atlantic Ocean. It was a healing of souls who had overseen a previous evolution whose history had affected earth. It was a removal of a previous programme which has greatly influenced earth's history. The souls who had been the overseers of this evolution and programme had finally agreed to remember who they were before being lost in the dark edifices of those evolutions they had created and "Mastered". It was a blessed and joyful occasion of coming home and embracing the divine.
So with one last embrace from this now large being of light I caught up with James along the cliff path to return back before dusk. There was now a sense of peace and we enjoyed the evening with me not mentioning what had transpired. Everything was now still and blessed and there was a different feel in the ethers.
Kadoish, Kadoish, Kadoish, Adonai, Tsebayoth.
Sunday 28th August 2005
I awoke with the feeling of urgency. Straight to my sketch diary, I am instructed to make notes. To my amazement it was James who said it should be done and done today. He was completely unaware of yesterdays healing which had occurred. We sat down overlooking the sea and put on the tape recorder but it was James who brought through the information from "Sardaus" the group thought form who called themselves "The Guardians of the Knowledge"
Since the appearance of Sardaus to me on the 8 th of April 2005 till today, I think its quite fair for me to say I have had a truly troubled time and instead of hanging on to my hat I have had to hang on to my mind and my consciousness under all manner of little ploys and big ploys and physic assaults. It was like some little boys kicking the football of my consciousness around the school yard, stomping and stamping on it, like the sweet little monsters they can be, before handing it back as the ball, back to teacher, the whistle finally blown telling them it was time to go back to class. Heads down they shuffle noisily, sulkily into the classroom to restart their studies.
"So what about this life on earth jobby," one of them shouts out as my chalk is poised ready to write a new chapter for history.
"Hang on, you want to know?" I turn from the new light to look at the dark past, "Yeh I wanna see where I came from" replied a chubby little darling you would hardly call an angel. A trail of snot ingratiates itself on his sleeve as he rubbed his arm half-heartedly under his nose; he fiddled in a kind of fidgety delaying tactic as I remained perfectly still, perfectly still. Finally he gives me his full attention and looked directly at me expectantly.
"I'll tell you" I began, "but you will keep your promise to me, never go down that road again." They bowed their heads for a moment then as children do when they have been chastised, then burst into life animatedly and expectantly. "We will" echoed the class ready to hear about their adventure, like it didn't belong to them anymore. This was an adventure they had while they were young and now they were growing up, and they were as children looking back at the family album, marvelling at their own babyhood. So this lesson in consciousness was now a swash-buckling chapter in their history and the history of this universe, this planet. It was they as their ancestors and distant ancestors incarnating and reincarnating in a new world. A world they wished for and hoped one day would exist. It did and now they had the choice to move on with that world or leave. If you wish to read the history of this planet and its current evolution go to "Cosmic Cowboys, " the dark Masters tell their story
This transmission from my instructions has clearly come from the masters of light and serves a purpose in being given at this time.
31st August 2005
Because of a planetary healing which has occurred many souls will find themselves going through an intense period of adjustment. What has been removed from the global over soul is the astral etheric carrying the original encodements of the star evolutions which seeded itself here on earth. Many will find confusing urges and thought patterns. Do not be disconcerted by this, let go of old ideas and old interpretations. New signals will be coming through to many of you and you will have to view these in a new way. Accept within yourselves totally that you are beings of light; this is all you have to do to allow the divine feminine to guide you to peace and renewal especially within the creative activities in your lives. There may be an increase in intensity in your thought patterns, don't be disconcerted about this. You will be given a new perspective as your over soul starts to connect via the silver blue cord and the blue topaz energy. The pink diamond of my energy will assist those in transition receiving their light bodies awakening them into higher levels of awareness within their bodies of light.
Although there is an agreement for the original encoders of consciousness light to withdraw, they have been reticent to let go. You can help yourselves and this world by visualizing yourselves at your own inception. Your own personal birthing from the source, then ask for all that has been to go into the light leaving your original self. This can feel very strange for a time until the light body manifests itself about you. When it does healing occurs on all levels; mental, spiritual and physical.
Saturday 10th September 2005
I wake this morning reading "The Book". It is about "Time" and gives the Mathematical formula and equation. To keep looking at The Book, to read it and fetch a notepad and pencil at the same time is quite tricky.
You would probably think it very strange if I told you that your own consciousness was a quark-stromboid formation in the original DNA patterning within the fields of light.
"Fields of light" said a friend, "what are those. "
"That is where you came from before being human, entering a human body. You exist", I told him, "your consciousness exists as a quark in the light fields and when Stromboid and quark meet you are then a conscious expression.
"So we're quite scientific then" he said. "Yes", I replied "and there will come a time when God and science, or religion and science, which is vastly different from God; understand each other better. This will be in earth's future," I told him. "This takes us vastly away from the concept of human beings and what we are, people with pretty names and nice hairdos walking a blue planet. We originated from the light fields and you could say we are God given scientific molecules within those light fields. That does put a different perspective on religion but that is said lightly in jest; I don't want you to take that comment too seriously because it is not exactly so.
All life forms have the ability to reach God consciousness. In human form this is tricky because the original DNA has been overshadowed so many times by thought patterning which manipulate the light structures.
Light can be adjusted and manufactured to create synthetic vehicles. These are vehicles of a level, which are seen as wheels within wheels and the tubular effect emanations, which are formed with the back-to-back diamond patterning. They are synthetic creations used for a purpose of imparting information.
In my vision of the new light, what was being anchored into the planet was the structure of complete light, God consciousness, so that consciousness may be raised on earth back towards to the original patterning of light. The second and third patterning of light has been operating on this earth, they are the overlays, which have created the etheric and are being dismantled at this time. What I am saying is the original strombotic length within the light had been altered and because of those alterations the levels of consciousness is different. Everything is built in light before it manifests in the physical. Most physical evolutions are based on the patterning of the third measure. The original births took place within the light bodies and the synthetic creation of synthetic time and synthetic vehicles before life manifested here on earth. In a sense we are an evolution of the third degree (1/3) n .
Monday 13th September 2005
Averill, we need you tonight. Ok, I thought not knowing why I was instructed so. I went to bed very tired and as I lay down I immediately perceived myself ready to travel. My consciousness went out into the cosmos and travelled in a large wave formation for some moments. I'm taking you through a window came the thought. A window I questioned, to where?
I suddenly found myself in another dimension, a place I had been before but not registered. A man with very blonde hair and a tailored dark navy velvet type fabric, buttoned jacket was there to greet me. He was humanoid but not of this earth. We sat together and the made the M symbol with our arms, hands linked in the manner arm wrestlers would do here. I was curious to see what I looked like in that dimension so I took my consciousness out of that body for a moment to look. I was a young woman, younger than in this dimension and my skin was a different tone but beautiful. I wore a magenta velvet head covering over a blue and magenta gown. Around my head I wore pearls. I went back to my body and walked into the adjoining chamber, my memories of this place returning realising they had been closed down temporarily. On the edge of a pool watching the dolphins sat my young son who ran to greet me. I hugged him and looked up to see two other children coming to greet me also. My youngest ran to greet me first. I was aware that he was my son in this lifetime too.
So my consciousness was aboard ship. I was in both dimensions in incarnation.
Monday 3rd October 2005
The tapes are now transcribed and "Cosmic Cowboys" written. Click across to read about the human heritage and evolution of earth.
The information on time and the DNA of light and its interaction with time has also been given and can be read if you click to the "Time" section.
My feeling is of conclusion for this chapter. Everything's about to change.
